What to do?

I really feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. Since I arrived back home life has been nothing but turmoil. I mean we've had our ups and downs but this has been the worst yet. I am thinking about moving out and in with a friend, I am thinking about dumping my boyfriend of 11 months because of the stress that is on me. I am so frustrated and I feel so helpless. I miss my Eastern friends but now because of my new major I can't go back. I miss having my own space and time to myself, but when I was at Eastern I missed my Jersey friends. I feel like there is nothing for me to do anymore. Yes, this sounds depressing and Yes I am in a bad spot right now, because when I try to even bring myself out of my shell when I am with friends I still feel out of the loop, lost in a spiral downward. If I can't fix things in my life then will I ever be able to fix anything? I know I don't blog often and when I was at Eastern I blogged about funny things, but I am at a point where I don't really have fun times anymore, it's real world adult life time for me. Paying bills, cleaning my mess, and doing other things on my own. I thought I was on my own at Eastern, I was mistaken. I guess I am in for one hell of a roller coaster ride and there is nothing I can do about it.

Roomie since I know you read my blog every now and then. I want to thank you for all you did for me while I was at Eastern. You are a great friend and I can't wait to see you again. I miss you tons!

-Bexx
P.S Roomie bring my fork next time I see you XD

This is for my Roomie

So it's been a while since I've posted and I regret that. However, a lot of my posts had to do with my wonderful roomie. Well here's one for you!


ANDY MENESSES IN A BOX!!!!

Have A Nice Day!