Theories of what my roomie is up to tonight.

My roomie is out with this guy Posh right now, and won't tell me what is going on. So for her enjoyment and what not I am going to give a list of theories I have as to what she is up to at this late hour with Posh and not coming home.


Theory 1

Roomie is with Posh and they are in his off campus apartment (if he even has one), they are sitting around in his living room, she is just on the computer on the opposite side of the room and he is reading a book on the other side away from her


Theory 2

Roomie and Posh are having hot and heavy make out sessions and they are taking a breather so she got online to check FB and get on Skype to do whatever and I start talking to her and she drives me nuts by not telling me what is going on


Theory 3

She is having a Guinness with Posh


Theory 4

I had to get the one with the Asian chick ;)

She is completely and totally lying to me and isnt with Posh but with another friend of hers, Revie


Theory 5

She ran off and eloped with Posh and now living with him in the home his parents paid for 


Theory 6

Playing an intense game of Soccer


Theory 7

he is driving her to some romantic place to propose




I think that is enough theories :)


-Bexx

School.

So normally I write about the funny things that happen and what not but this is something serious. I am struggling so much in school. I mean I can't grasp anything that goes on in class and no matter how much I study it doesn't stay. I want to go home and just start over new. I mean I feel that would be better. Also it just seems that I am falling apart at the seams. I need to get back above water and feel better. Part of me wonders if I should leave my boyfriend (which I don't want to do) but being in a relationship is part of my distractions. I mean I deactivated my account on FB so that I have one less distraction. I can't leave my boyfriend though because I truly care about him and I really think that he is "the one", ya' know? I can't break his and my heart too. I know the whole thing if it was meant to be it will work out. I know he doesn't want to distract me either and I'm sure if I told him that we need to stop talking so much or what not I know that he would understand.
I really love this kid and I worry about him all the time. I mean I want to marry him one day that is how much I love the kid. Like I said I'm worried about him. I can see that he is always hurting and I wish I could help him, but like a man he doesn't open up well. Which I mean I can't force him and I also can't force him to talk to and see God. I mean I feel like God would be good for him. Someone he can talk to that isn't me. My bf just is a realist. He needs proof and I can't prove to him that God is real. I know God is real because 5 years ago I almost died and God gave me a second chance. I know personally but I don't know how to get Stephen to see personally that God loves him and is there.
Sorry off topic. School. I don't think I am going to return to EU. I need to be home. I need to get a job there. I feel better there. I need to be happy again.

-Bexx

Squishy's Birfday

So today was my friend Squishy's (alternate name) birthday. My roomie and I wanted to do something and I kind of feel obligated to do something for birthdays, it's just my thing. 
Anyways what I did was got a poster board from my roomie and wrote her a letter on this giant piece of paper,

The Giant Envelope I made with the letter inside

 (I will insert what it said later, she's sleeping right now so I can't get to it.) Anyways and then I made a GIANT envelope for it. SHE LOVED IT!
I love doing things for my friends, specially when they love it! 
That's all on this topic :) 






-Bexx