New Year

So I think that I am going to start blogging more. I need to vent and just let a lot of things out. I think that it would be good to do. 
I met up with some old friends today. It was nice to see them again. I mean the one was really depressed and I feel horrible because there is nothing I can do to help. The other was the same as usual. I really didn't think I was ever going to see them again because, well, they are both my exes. However, I did have fun seeing the both of them. I also laughed a lot! 
I am trying to move on from my recent ex of 14 months. That is kind of hard because I do love him and I do care about him and want to be with him, but I don't think that things will work out. Maybe he is right. Maybe I am just afraid to commit to him and be with only him and give up my freedom of being able to do whatever. At the same time I want to move him in with me and try things out that way. The long distance did kill us. We were good together, and when we did talk we could be serious and we could be funny. I love him still, but I just don't know. 
I am going to be moving prob in the next month or two. I am going to moving to PA!!! I'll be living with my cousin and her fiance. I am excited about that. They are looking for houses or apartments that we could all fit in. Still it will be great.
As for my depression. It is still there. Today was better then yesterday and I am sure tomorrow will be better then today. All I need to do is keep my head up!
Well for now that is all!